With the Ego we are Neither Here nor There
There are some egos or “I’s” that when we get identified
with them, we are really nothing. We even don’t achieve anything physical
during the time in which we are identified with them. For example, it could be
that we get very identified with lust while we are at work and during the time
that we are identified we do nothing at all on either side, that is we don’t
achieve the objective of the ego of lust and we don’t do anything at work. We
are just like a leaf being blown in the wind, devoid of purpose, focus and
presence.
The ‘I’ of Lust is the Worst for This
Lust is one of those egos that really takes away the power ‘to
be’ in us. It really takes us far from the Being and ‘from being’. Would you
like to know why?
The answer is in the nature of the sexual energy itself.
This energy is from our Divinity or from our Being and it gives us the power to
create and therefore ‘to be’. When we lose this energy we fall far from the Being
into not one ego but into many egos where we ‘are not’, that is we are not an
individual we are a plurality and one responsible identity does not exist. All
because of the loss of the sexual energy, due to of course the ‘I’ of lust. How
powerful and important is the sexual energy.
It is About Identity
However more importantly when we are identified with an ego
we are the ego and we are definitely not the Being, in fact we have forgotten
the Being, we have adopted a new, but false identity, which is the identity of
the ego.
To snap out of this we have to realise that we are
identified and then remember the Being once again and adopt our real and true
identity which is that of the essence, or consciousness or the Being.
When we Don’t Identify
When we are not identified with the ego and we are present
or mindful or aware of ourselves and we are not thinking we are here and we ‘are
being’. Someone is present, the Being in us is present. Our consciousness and
our essence is present, there is a responsible body or identity or entity that
is real and can be held responsible, and by the way is the best one to talk to
and interact with.
Really we should bring our essence and therefore our Being
into every interaction with other creatures and human beings.
The Feeling of the Essence is Basically the Same as the Being
Master Samael said something amazing and he essentially said
that the feeling that the free essence has is in the end the same feeling that
the Being has. This is because he says that the essence comes from the human
soul and the human soul comes from Atman, and Atman comes from Kether the
Father (the top of our Being in creation or manifestation) who is in secret
within us.
When we Stop Lust
When we stop lust we have the sexual energy at our disposal and
at our availability to be used by our consciousness ‘to be’. That is to be used
for our Being to make our Being in us more powerful and more and more present
in us.
When we fornicate or lose the sexual energy we lose the Being
and ‘being’, we lose our identity, our power ‘to be’ goes. This is so easily
known by many Gnostics when the unfortunate situation occurs that the sexual
energy has been involuntarily lost.
Conclusion
It is so very important to know that we are the essence and
that we are the Being. We have to know this, we have to experience it because it
really helps us immensely to really and truly understand what
non-identification is and therefore it helps us in our awakening and it also helps
us in our mystical death. It is a crucial and critical element that we must acquire
as soon as possible!
End.
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