Sometimes
Sometimes when we have not been working on our own mystical death
for a while and we begin to work on it again we can feel that mystical death is
something that is too hard and the mantra KRIM feels to have a negative burning
effect on us (we feel that is harming us).
Lost the Vibration
We feel this because in the process of while having stopped the
work of mystical death we lost the vibration or surrounding force of mystical
death. When we work in mystical death we attract the forces of mystical death
that are generated by our actions and practices, by our own Divine Mother and
by Death herself.
Not Ready
When we have lost the vibration of mystical death or when
those forces have abandoned us we are not really ready to die or we can not die
mystically. We need first of all to get those forces to come back to us, by
invoking them or by regenerating them.
Actually the best is a combination of the two, however the
quality of our part determines the quality and quantity of the part of the
other (Divine Mother and Death).
Regenerate the Forces of Mystical Death
To be ready for mystical death we have to be impregnated once
again with death, that is with the forces of mystical death.
The best way to do this is to definitely and solidly decide
and define yourself to die in an ego or more than ego or in all the egos. Invoke
the Divine Mother, especially Hecate and pray to your Divine Mother telling her
how much you want to die. Then truly, sincerely release/renounce the ego in
your mind and heart and chant the mantra KRIM.
Reason Why we are Pendular in Mystical Death
It is very difficult to die if we are not impregnated with
the forces of death. When we are not impregnated with the forces of death,
mystical death feels to be too difficult to complete and we feel that we need a
break or we can’t continue, so then we enter into a pendular like state, swinging
to occasions where we don’t work in mystical death and then swinging to
instances where we do work in mystical death.
When we are impregnated with mystical death we can work
constantly in mystical death and it does us no harm, and the forces of death
helps us to progress deeper and more expansively in our own mystical death.
Conclusion
Death is a force that can surround us and impregnate us, and
it is a force that exists in the cosmos and fulfils the function of helping us
in our mystical death. Even Death herself, the personification of that cosmic force
can come to visit us and evaluate how our mystical death is progressing.
Just work in your mystical death honestly and sincerely
giving your honest best, and death will come to support you. Please note, don’t
be scared of Death because the values or merits of our mystical death will keep
Death helping us mystically and not acting on us physically.
End.
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