Before we Die we have to Define Ourselves
A large part of mystical death is definition. We have to be
decided or defined to first of all to die in ourselves or in a particular ego
before we can advance in our mystical death.
Definition Takes Work
To get to the point of being defined to die in an ego is
very difficult. It takes work, actually depending on the size of the ego, a
very considerable amount of work may be needed.
To be Defined Equals Hypnotic Grip Broken or Loosened
To be decided and ready and wanting mystical death is really
what one feels when one is defined to die. One no longer feels undecided,
attached to the ego (no longer liking it), bored at the prospect of dissolving
it, or afraid.
The hypnotic grip is the thing that keeps us attached to the
ego and frankly not wanting yet wanting to die in the ego. In that state of
wanting and not wanting, we end up really doing nothing towards death, rather we
really only end up giving into the ego more than dissolving it.
So when we are defined as mentioned in the first paragraph
of this section we have certainly loosened greatly or even defeated the hypnotic
grip of the ego.
How to Know You are Defined
Just as a side note, to know if you are defined or not this
simple test never fails. If you are able to ask your Divine Mother to dissolve
that ego completely and you only feel happy then that is certainly a good sign
that you are defined. Also another test is that if you are able to promise the
Divine Law to work on that ego in turn for its radical dissolution and you feel
happy and relieved then you are defined.
Definition to Die is Crucial
To be defined is a very crucial stage in the elimination of
any ego. We actually have to work to conquer that stage. I personally think
that it is the hardest part of the battle. Once you have come this far the rest
is like riding downhill.
IT can take a long time you know and to get it can cost one
a lot of suffering and effort. I’ll tell you from experience it is essentially
the repeated experience of pain of having that ego that brings one closer and
closer to the point of definition.
Definition and Crisis
Sometimes to get to the point of definition we have to pass
through a crisis where the pain of the ego becomes so strong and we naturally
start to desire to eliminate it, however this desire clashes with the desire of
the ego to continue living and this clash adds to the pain you already feel,
and then you feel that you have no other option than to destroy that ego. You
also feel in these crises that if you don’t eliminate that ego it will take you
off the path and into degeneration or deeply into horizontal life.
Conclusion
There is a special point in the process of eliminating the
ego called definition, and to eliminate any ego we all have to pass through
this point.
To pass through this point takes work, even much suffering
and time (maybe years). Even once you are there we can fall back into the ego
and lose it. However, we can regain it, that is certain. Sometimes getting
there and losing it is part of our particular process in dissolving that ego.
If it is very costly to get to the point of definition then
that ego is karmic. Anyway we have to work to get to that point of definition, which
is being fully ready and happy to have it eliminated.
To get to the point of definition, concentrate on renouncing
the ego and when you propose your decision to renounce the ego it will
struggle, resist, suffer, send you pain and fight like crazy. This is a very
crucial moment because it will allow you to see why you can’t let go of it. It
will expose its logic and if you defeat its logic you will break its hypnosis
and define yourself to die in that ego.
End.
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